Diaaaaaaan.

what should i do ?

shall i hate myself for being a loser or should i hate you for being a awesome guy. I dont know and i dont think i need to care about it. Sometimes , you’re different and sometimes you’re awesome. Sometimes you’re acting like a flirt and sometimes you;re acting like a geeek guy. Where is the real thing ? May i know what is the upcoming for this ? I think i should just found out myself as i dont have the confidence that you will telled me about it . What the world going to be ? Everything went unwell for e and sometimes it went super awesome that I love most. Sometimes it can be so suck that I gonna hate myself for it. Life is so confused , I guess i should sit back and watch things happened since i cant do anything about it. 

But i guess im not strong to do this , I wanna do something with you . Just once , and I’m happy for you.